it turns out that my 'later on' means RIGHT NOW.
I tried to look for pictures of my brother but I onlygot like one or two.. or three.
I don't know.
and since I took the photos of my brother using my handphone,
they're quite blurry.
so i think by the time you're done reading thispost,
you'll need to pay a visit to the optometrist.
and um, while looking through the photos,
i realised something -- I looked like a walking runaway fishball when I was young.
so fat and round!


so in today's entry, you will get to see
never seen before photos of seah nur faezah.
but first I show you my brother okay?

that's fadilah and my brother.
compare him then and now,
and you will find yourself asking,
"what the hell happened?"


wah lao. I only have ONE picture of him.
and 7 pictures of me.
god, I'm so self-centered.

I show you something okay.

the 'tudung' faezah.
the one and only time you'll see me in this.


and then, though you can't see it fully,
this is the one and only time you'll see me in a dress.
look at the fishball face.
I feel like eating myself.


rmb I told you abt the bowl hairstyle?
this is it.
that was me.
so embarassing.


eh, did you all ever play this thing?
it was so fucking fun lah!
I think I'll buy it one day,
lock myself in my room and play it the whole day.


fishball face once again.
and look at how fadilah is sitting.


my cousin looks like a monkey.


okay, that's the end.
i'm tired.
and I wanna watch simpsons.
although I just realised I'm too late.
fine, I'm going to watch Malcolm in the Middle.