soccer training later and I dont know whether to go or not.
tsk. look at me.
I finally get what I want and I'm not using it.
fucker faezah.

anyway, .....
I wonder if my mum has transferred money already?
and I am currently listening to 50 cent's In Da Club.
I have no idea what/who I'm turning into.

can I have money ANOT?
I want to go out OKAY?

oh do you know that.. I'm damn proud of my brother?
he is constantly being surrounded by friends of his age and they are constantly smoking..
but he still has not chosen to take a single puff.
i think it's my mum.
he hates seeing my mum smoke, therefore, he hates the sight of cigarettes.
hur, for the first time EVER, my mum has done something good.

Creed - Don't stop Dancing
At times life is wicked and I just can’t see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn’t enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I’ve been through everything
And now I’m on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

Children don’t stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away…away

At times life’s unfair and you know it’s plain to see
Hey God I know I’m just a dot in this world
Have you forgotten about me?
Whatever life brings
I’ve been through everything
And now I’m on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way